Fighting Myself.

right now where i am with everything...i don't know what i want to do. i feel so displaced and not where i want to be or need to be in everything. i know everything happens for a reason and God never puts more on you than you can bare, but i'm tired.

i look at everything around me and question why it is the way it is or what's so different that everything seems to be harder for me. i feel like i'm drowning from so much stuff and i keep asking God when will i get out.

idk, i'm just ready to move on from where i am right now. you can't live life to the fullest if it's always slapping you in the face. i protect myself from so many people...why should i give so much when no one wants to listen...

i'm fighting myself to get over it, make it through and move to the next phase of life. i just wish the phase was a little more happier.